I think that love is rather unfair.Yeah, forget about how all is fair in love and war. Before that magical and mysterious event we call "first love", maybe you were thinking that once you'll find your prince, things will all work out perfectly and you'll be the princess. Ha Ha. And then, the moment comes when you get your very first heartbreak. The truth finally slaps you with its heavy hand! Maybe you're not Cinderella.Maybe you're just the deluded step-sister messing with someone else's story.
You loved him so much, right? So much so that you feel your heart would only ever fully belong to him and him alone. So much so that it is his face you search for in a crowd. You're the one who takes note of the color of his shirt or when there's something slightly different about his hair even when your friends don't really bother with such lousy details. You're the one who listens to the songs he loves, because in a way,that's increasing the things you have in common. You're the one who becomes absolutely happy when he does some nice, sweet thing to you. It probably wasn't much of a big deal to him, but heck, it was a big deal to you.
So for all that love you give him, surely, he'd love you back, right? So for all the countless moments in a day that he'd be on your mind, surely, he could spare even a moment or two to remember you, right? That would be fair, right?
Oh yes, but it's not really a matter of fairness. I did tell you from the start . I think that love is rather unfair.
You might think that the law of the universe will surely make him love you back. Isn't it how the universe works as promised by The Secret? The greater you want something all the time for a long period of time, the universe listens and gives you what you wanted. So that means he'll love you back then? Not really.
But you know what? Maybe the law of the universe is still at work. And just when you're feeling hopeless and down on your luck, in a moment of epiphany, the powers of the universe will softly whisper to your secret heart this firm promise--that one day you will be loved, and it'll be your turn to be Cinderella, and the glass slipper will fit you perfectly. It's a promise that one day, even if you won't find your "happily ever after", you WILL be happy :)

Hey Gea, this entry got me teary-eyed... :'(
ReplyDeletejust letting you know that I'll be following your blog. :)